The very first time I wet my pants as an adult, I was
totally humiliated. Even though no one was around, I just couldn't hold it any
longer. I was stuck in traffic, in my car, driving home from work. I wiggled
and squirmed all I could to hold it. Soon, the more I wiggled, the more I
leaked. Finally, I just peed all over myself. By the time I got home, it was
obvious I had really wet my pants. I was 28 years old, too. And, peeing my
pants.
Now, I'm considerably older, and have 'accidents' all the
time. When I feel that first urge to go, I have to go right away, or I'll pee
on myself. And, I get that urge almost every two hours like clockwork. The
other day in Macy's I got that urge, and wet my pants all the way to the lady's
room. Last Thursday, I even peed my pants at work. I work at a call center, and
got stuck on a very long call. By the time I said good bye to the caller, I had
wet all over myself. There was a puddle on the carpet under my very wet chair.
On long car trips, my husband insists I wear Depends, just
to keep from having to stop every two hours. Otherwise, we have to stop just so
I don't wet my pants in the car. For him, it's kind of a turn on. Sometimes, I
even get a little spanking for not being a big girl when I pee in my pants.
Which I kind of like. Sometimes, while getting my 'spanking' I'll pee my
panties just a little bit, to get spanked just a little more before sex. Still,
most of the time, I wet my pants out of just not being able to contain it any
longer.
I pee my pants so often now, until I am no longer even
embarrassed about it when it happens. It's just another fact of life. When I
have to go, I just have to go, or I will wet my pants. I guess I'm really not a
big girl. After all, big girls don't pee in their pants beds as often as I do.
I pee in my pants at least once or twice a day, and pee the bed four or five
nights a week.
Posted 9th August 2